As we are all getting used to this new corona-life, I have to say, one of the most unpleasant aspects of “shelter in place” is that for the first time in my life, I feel moody!
I’ve never been a moody person. I’m usually happy! That’s not to say that I don’t have moments—of course I do. I have periods of darkness and sadness, just like everyone else. But these are usually short lived and when I’m in a bad way, I’m usually stuck in there–I don’t go in and out of the funk.
Now, it’s all so different. Some days I wake up and can still feel very positive. The other morning, I thought about how much I love taking a nap after lunch. I’m thrilled that I started planting colorful flowers earlier than usual. I’m happy to be cooking healthy food for my husband. But then, out of nowhere, it all shifts.
The shift is seismic. Suddenly, I feel angry, lonely, fearful and annoyed. I want to throw myself on the floor and have a full blown temper tantrum. Simply put, I miss my people. And like most of you, I miss the ordinary things that now seem extraordinary.
I find being moody to be exhausting–it’s like I’m on a pulsating seesaw.
I know that we will get through this so I’m hanging on to every positive thought that comes my way!!! The “positive me” is still in there, somewhere!
BE WELL!! XOXO